Sep 04, 2011 - 3:01 pm
doctor said that all that is medically possible has been done. grandma is going into hospice care. the nurse from hospice told me that she is at high risk of a heart attack at whcih point she will be given morphine so that she doesnt feel any pain. doctor told me these world "the chemo didnt work. the cancer grew and spread the chemo did nothing". now i sit here waiting for her to go. feeling guilty as shit because i took her to every chemo n eery doc apt.
i feel numb n foolish. im loosing my gma