Jun 15, 2011 - 9:54 pm
My dad was just diagnosed yesterday with MM. He is a relatively healthy 51 year old man with no chronic issues/diseases. This comes at a total shock. I am angry with everything, every one, anything, etc. I'm not angry with my dad, but I'm 'angry with the world'. My faith has been shaken, and I know that now is when you need faith. I'm tired of people telling me to have faith, because I'm so mad. I can't have faith right now. I'm an only child and a nursing student, so I have a lot of weight on my shoulders. I DO NOT resent my dad. If anybody, I want to be the one taking care of him. But I feel alone because I have to be strong for my family.