May 24, 2011 - 2:32 am
Hi guys, im super new to this website. Around this time last year I got a call from my dad, and he sounded very worried and told me he had some "bad news". I was like "oh shoot, i must have overdrawn my credit card" or something like that. "Your mom has cancer...it's serious". Turns out she had stage 4 appendix cancer.
Okay, I am 24 years old, and my mom is the rock of my and my families life. I get panic attacks just thinking that she might not be around in a few years. Since the diagnoses a year ago, things have been going the best that they could. Her cancer was VERY serious and spread. She still feels sick often which really worries me and makes me want to cry, but I have to be strong for my brothers and sisters. I feel so lost. I get so angry sometimes for no reason. She has a BIG mri next week, as it will be the first check up in a while (a few months).
Thank you for listening. I just kinda needed to vent :-/