Feb 20, 2011 - 2:52 pm
I have Small Intestine cancer they found it in September when they did surgery. I got better they been doing test blood work to make sure its not back. then I started having stomach pains. Its like I am right back where I started before I got sick. I went to see the surgeon about the pains he was so mean he said suck it up deal with the pain. he said I can't open you up everytime you have a belly pain. I only went to him once when they found the cancer its not like I go to him all the time for stomach pain. I was so mad. I am having a hard time dealing with the cancer and I feel so alone I don't talk about cancer much I keep how I feel inside its hard sometimes to talk but writing better but it gets pretty alone. Sometimes I think I don't want to go through this alone I mean I have family and they help with doctors and all but It's like I don't have the emotional support. I keep how I feel inside.