Feb 11, 2011 - 9:38 am
I lost it in the shower this morning. Out of the blue. Very strange. I have thought alot about March 1st the past week or so. Thinking of taking off work etc.
You see, March 1st last year is the day my life was changed forever. The day the jackass ER doc said "well folks, it is worse than a stroke, she has cancer". I swear I do not know what kept me from punching him in the throat!! What a delivery!!! Ggrr..
Anyway, I started remembering moms last moments and how I had to run to the garage and get my brother and stepdad....It was peaceful, and she was never in pain, but the tears just flowed and flowed this morning. Probably more than they have since mom went to heaven on Sept. 23rd.
I have had so much to deal with, MIL passing a month and a day later.....then re-evalutaed my life and told my husband to leave Jan 10th.
But I AM HAPPY, I am doing all the right things for me, and my mom is very proud. She was always very proud of the woman that she raised......I always told her if I could be half the woman that she was, I would be happy. I think I am getting there......