Jan 05, 2011 - 5:50 pm
Once again getting ready for MRI and then the wait.
Feel at wits end. Hate how this is making me feel.
Put on the "happy/strong" face for friends, family and church. Inside guts are being consumed by the "unknowing".
Hate how this has made been become scared, nervous, anxious.
Doc prescribed anti depressents in August. Haven't taken one yet. Do I want this cancer to get another part of me ?
Feel at any second rug will be taken from underneath me.
Don't want to go talk with counselor again who thinks I should read, walk or take a bath when I feel like this????????????????
Feel like screaming. Have I gone crazy ?