Dec 31, 2010 - 10:40 am
As I have posted before some of you may know I lost my husband to rectal cancer in July. How do the rest of you do it. The holidays, for me, just intesified the loss and how much I miss him. My family and friends are very supportive, I am doing all of the things I thik I can do, coundeling meds etc, and nothing seems to work, I am still heartbroken. I thought maybe decorating for Christmas (no tree) might help, instead I come home to a decorated house everyday with no one to share it with. My best friend's husband recently took us on an all expenses paid trip to Jamaica. I have to admit maybe being out of my element was helpful, but as soon as I returned home it all came crashing down again. His birthday is Jan 11, another first to deal with. I wish I knew what to do to stop this pain!