Having one of those mornings. Getting tired of waking up every morning feeling like I am stuck in this life I don't want. Miss my buddy, my life with him. Miss being happy.
Well just venting...on to another day.
I know this is not easy. You are doing just as well as you should be, Becky.
Please remember you are fragile right now - with all that must be done between the holidays and paying bills and keeping on with keeping on, please be good to yourself.
Some times that is all I need is for someone to say what you said. It truly means alot to me.
A big hug back to you!
I know it helps and it helps to have people understand what you are going through.
We are all here for you!!
How hope 0310 is doing these days?
Good question......I'm faking it until I make it..... ???
Just sucks.....tired of trying to be strong, tired of people expecting me to be strong...looking for a fastforward or delete button, but I cannot find it.
I find myself looking for ways to feel close to my mom.......
Thanks for asking....I'm sure we will all make it, and we are not the first to go through this...BUT IT DAMN SURE FEELS LIKE IT!!!
And we are but actors upon it.
I agree with the "faking it until you make it", hope. Sometimes, that is all there is to do and it doesn't seem fair, I know.
Thanks to all for your support. Yes, we will get through this, and faking it until making it is a great mottot for what we are going through. As my counselor said, she has done grief counseling for 17 yrs. and has not had a patient yet that did not get through the grieving process. So we all need to hang in there. God bless to all.
We all feel your pain that is real and heartbreaking, especially now. Just keep taking deep breaths, crying when you have to, try journaling and prayer....it will get better!
Love and blessings to one and all, Gayle