Aug 28, 2010 - 8:27 pm
Today is my oldest son's 32nd birthday. In April of next year he is finally going to mary the beautiful young woman he has dated since meeting her while in college. Then yestersday my 24 year old daughter announced that she is engaged.She and her fiance plan a wedding for next September. I am so happy that my two oldest have found someone they want to spend the rest of their lives with. But, I worry , will I still be here. I'm have stage IV colon cancer and am considered inoperable.I'm doing well on chemo but you just never know. I am so afraid that I will miss the biggest day in two of my childrens lives and it makes me sad.