Apr 13, 2010 - 11:31 pm
I've lost my twin sister, my dad, my mum, my grandpa and my aunt to cancer and my doctor told me I now have it.
I'm really scared because I really wanted to get married, have kids and grow old but I was told I'm lucky if I make it to the end of the year...
I used to get compliments about my long brown hair but now I get laughed at by other teenagers because I apparently look like your "stereotypical lesbian".
I haven't started treatment yet and would like someone to walk me through it and explain what is going to happen to me in simple terms. I'd also like to know how you coped through your experience.
...Calming music usually helps me cope but then I look in the mirror and I fall into depression again. I just got proposed to by my boyfriend of 8 years and I don't know how to tell him I have aggressive cancer.
Please help me...