Dec 28, 2009 - 11:48 pm
So I had my surgery 2 days before Christmas and although it was suppose to be an out patient procedure they ended up keeping me. Am I ever going to stop hurting?? I really feel like someone has taken a baseball bat to me. I was eating until I had a bowel movement, that totally ruined it for me. I'm so afraid to use the bathroom at all. I can't even pee without running to the hot tub to soak. They put me on percocets which I really hate taking cause all they do is knock me out and my kids are getting no attention from me. They're scared to come near me incase they might bump me and hurt me.
How long will it be before I stop hurting and can get up to do things for myself?? I don't like being dependent on someone else. I'm considering having my doctor put me on something to help my emotional episodes. What they did to me makes me feel like a cicus freak. Will my vulva ever go back to how it was before?? The doctor tells me it's all normal,but I can't deal with it emotionally. I was self conscious before and now it's just worse. Please give me some ways to help cope with the pain besides narcotics.