Well we had to sedate Jack heavyly so most likely he will not wake up again he woke up in the worst pain and fear in his eyes and I never want to see that again, so they have him on hydromorphone pump that runs all the time, the patches, and methodone, he is only taking 1-2 breaths a minute but his heart is so strong so it is making up for everything, They say at the end the cancer pain gets so bad and he has so much swelling in his head so we decided to let him go peacefully it was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but I never want to see that fear and pain and holpelessness in Jacks eyes We are not sure how long is body will stay like this , but he needs to go home and be at peace, it is breaking my heart I go in there every hours hold his hand and tell him I love that is all I can do for him now,
Patty
