Some of you have supported me and some wanted me gone. Thank you to those who have supported me. I certainly appreciate your prayers and good thoughts because IT WORKED! First they not only did a mammogram but also a sonagram. Then the radiologist came in and told me that there was NO "abnormal" breast tissue. I asked what I was feeling and he replied, that he found some "dense" tissue, but nothing unusual. He also explained that he saw was very likely due to meds. That more than likely explains the lumps in the Lymphs. He DID tell me to follow up with the surgeon. That leaves a very small degree of doubt, BUT I will take that over those 3 dreaded words. Now, please forgive me, I feel very stupid in some ways, and paranoid. I thank those of you that assured me it was very unlikely. To the small group who wanted me gone and thought I was a pervert just want to read about women's boobs. I can only say, you get your wish. I don't need to be here. I needed advice and understanding and I am so greatful to my friends. IF in some future it looks like I do have reason to fear, I will come back. For right now, I will leave this forum to those who very much need each other without the distraction of a paranoid pervert. I will continue to walk the Relay, as I do know it is like to think you may have it. It does give me an insight to the most widely feared disease in the world. I pray for all of you to beat the beast. I hope NED comes and lives with all of you. I will never forget some of you. Even though I am not deserving of membership, I will always consider myself a Daft Sod! May be more so than before. Take care, God Bless and Gentle Hugs!