Dec 26, 2004 - 7:16 am
Thank you for all your replies. I knew i could count on you. Had to go down to CT for the holidays (living in VT), but knew i'd come home and find hope when i came back to this site. Spent the weekend vacillating between expecting the best, when the diagnosis is finally made, to expecting the worst. When i was diagnosed and going thru treatment for the rectal cancer i never thought of death as being an option. now that it may be in my lungs it suddenly seems like a possibility. Anyway, thank you again for your positive thoughts. This wait and see period is the pits. I will work at thinking positive thoughts.