Hi all, been a long time since I posted ... Sorry bout that... Not been myself lately... 1st update on hubby - dx feb. 04 stag 4 with met to the liver. Met was removed at Johns Hopkins in late August. Surgery went fine, hubby did not return to "normal" for weeks due to the pain meds they had him on. He is doing so much better now! Praise our heavenly Father. Latest CT Scan and colonoscopy CLEAR! Remission so fast. I could not have aske dfor more for Christmas this year!
Now my problem, I should be like the happiest woman alive and yet I feel like crawling under a rock and hiding there. All I want to do is sleep. I get irritable with my kids, can't seem to find the Christmas Spirit. What is wrong with me. I just want to cry. I know it's depression... I've been this way since Early November... but antidepressents don't agree with me... they either overstimulate me into panic attacks or they slow me down and put me in a stupor, so meds are pretty much out for me.. I continue to go to my counseling and church and such, but any relief I get from that is short lived. I just have no energy at all.
Anybody else out there go thru anything like this after the biggest worries are over???
Any suggestions, besides the usual... get more sleep, do stuff for yourself... get out more... etc.
Oh well, thanks for letting me vent. Hope everyone has the merriest of Christmases/Holidays and a Happy Healthy New Year.Hugs and prayers to all of you...