Mar 30, 2004 - 5:48 pm
I lost my mother almost 8 months ago to cholangiocarcinoma (bile duct cancer). I was hoping to find someone to talk to here. Today has just been awful. It hurts, and I miss her. It seems like there's no "normal" anymore ... like we're all waiting for something. Waiting for things to get back to normal, I guess. Its still so hard to really believe that she's not coming back. She's not on vacation...she's not at work...she's not coming down the hallway or standing in the kitchen - not ever. It still just doesn't seem real...