Can I do it!

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With this hole in my gum getting bigger and my wisdom tooth falling out on it's own. . .I've been wondering if I had it in me to do this again.  Well, I don't have to guess anymore.  I had am MRI and some biopsies last week.  Yesterday there were no answers.  Today the last biopsy came back, more scc.  PET Scan next week and then I meet with another onc.  Don't know what to expect.  We all know that the wait is awful.  This isn't going to help with my fatigue and lack of appetite.

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  • lornal
    lornal Member Posts: 428
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    sorry

    So sorry to hear that.  Hang in there.

    Lorna

  • Grandmax4
    Grandmax4 Member Posts: 723
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    It's so difficult

    reading your post, especially, on the day I recieved good news...you know you ,not only can, but, must do this again..my prayers are with you

  • PJ47
    PJ47 Member Posts: 376
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    Oh crap

    I am very sorry to hear this.  You are in My thoughts and prayers.  

    PJ

  • CivilMatt
    CivilMatt Member Posts: 4,722 Member
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    You can do it!

    Bev,

    I am sorry about the biopsy results.  I have to hope with the close watch they keep on you, it has been caught early and will be easier to treat.

    Be strong

    Matt

  • phrannie51
    phrannie51 Member Posts: 4,716
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    Oh Bev....

    What a kick in the gut....you've fought so long...so hard.  I was hoping you'd get a break from this.  Waiting is hell, for sure...I'm keeping you tucked in my pocket.  You're a hell of a fighter, Bev....you may just find by the time you get to talk to the Dr., you're in the fighting mode again.

    p

  • longtermsurvivor
    longtermsurvivor Member Posts: 1,842 Member
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    I am sorry to hear of it

    One day at a time, that's all any of us can do.  You are certainly a hero to the rest of us.

     

    Pat

  • Noellesmom
    Noellesmom Member Posts: 1,859 Member
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    lifting prayers

    The wait is the worst.  You are my thoughts and prayers.

     

  • joannaw81
    joannaw81 Member Posts: 185 Member
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    lifting prayers

    The wait is the worst.  You are my thoughts and prayers.

     

    Kteacher

    I know you can do it. I am always scared for my mom as she had her cancer returned 3 times but she is still here and she is ok. It's been 2 years and 7 months since her last treatment. Just hang in there and make sure you beat this awful creature in the butt. I am praying for you.

  • hawk711
    hawk711 Member Posts: 566
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    Damn

    just came back to check in.  Had to tell you that I will keep you in my thoughts. 

    You can do this!

    steve

  • D Lewis
    D Lewis Member Posts: 1,581 Member
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    Sending healing and strengthening thoughts your way.

    Here's hoping the oncologist has encouraging news.  Just one step at a time.  

    Deb

  • wmc
    wmc Member Posts: 1,804
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    So sorry to hear this...

    Yes you can do this, you are going to a fantastic place and you will have all the support you well ever need. The waiting is so hard. Step back and take a deep breath, then take it one day at a time. Let me know if I can help.

    Bill

  • donfoo
    donfoo Member Posts: 1,771 Member
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    damn!

    I'm so sorry to hear about the results. Adding this sure makes the burden more heavy but you have experience under your belt to help you forward. One day at a time, one step at a time. Best!

  • debbiejeanne
    debbiejeanne Member Posts: 3,102 Member
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    damn, Bev, i'm so sorry to

    damn, Bev, i'm so sorry to hear that.  life is so unfair.  you've fought so hard i'm sure you have more fight in you for this round.  You've shown cancer who the boss was in the past and now you WILL do it AGAIN!!  we will be here for you, cheering you on as you go.  know that we are right beside you in spirit and I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

    God bless you, friend!

    dj