Mar 01, 2014 - 6:55 pm
I am looking for some advice from you guys. I have been two weeks without chemo due to illness and after I recovered fully from the illness I finally felt like myself. I mean like my old pre-cancer self. For the first time since I started this journey I had three days of being who I was. The feelings of happiness and well being energy and strength all returned. Im sure some are thinking what a blessing to have three days like that, but sadly it lit the fire of internal debate within myself of quality vs quantity of life. I have a family and I want to live as long as I can for them, so my question is this????
how do you rummage up the strength to take another treatment when you know it will make you sick and you won't be able to feel the freedom of "normalcy" again till god knows when?