Feb 04, 2014 - 8:02 pm
I'm feeling upset and angry today. No head MRI until next Tuesday. Soonest they can get me in. That's pretty good if you're not nervous, in pain and very stressed out about it. I'm hoping someone will cancel and I can get in sooner. Oncologist wanted it done this week. That's what we were expecting to happen.
Having a lot of lower leg pain, dizziness from two lesions in my brain according to CT scan. Uncomfortable, cannot sleep very long at any one time, maybe two hours if I am lucky.
Feeling bitter and stressed out.
Scared about doing the scans and anti-anxiety drugs don't work well for me. I'm sensitive to them and they make me feel weird not better.
Also found out that the pet scan is inside a big tube as well. From what my friend described to me it didn't sound so confining. But I don't think he's claustrophobic.
Everything seems harder than it needs to be dealing with an anxiety disorder on top of this new possible C scare.
At any rate there is something in my brain is making me not feel well. That in itself is bad enough.
My poor husband ..... I'm not very good company right now. :(