Nov 13, 2013 - 1:08 pm
I had leukemia (AML) 15-years back and put it behind me... Till this last March, I was diagnosed with kidney and bladder cancer. Fortunately stage-1 noninvasive for both. The kidney was removedn and several locations on the ladder were removed. Thats the scary part... About four locations on the bladder. I dont want to think of the quality of life if I loose my bladder etc. So far so good. after 3-months no sing or recurrance. I stugle with feeling lonely and afraid. I know Ive done this before but this time its affecting me differently. I feel all alone and scared...I work out almost every day and look really good! 178 lbs at 6-foot and six pack abb. Best look in my life. But it is only a cover for how I feel inside.. I need a support group because no one understands.......