Sep 18, 2013 - 8:05 am
Well I go back in this morning to my first medical oncologist. The Drs. at the University of Mn. were so accommedating in helping facillitate this for me. Some family members are confused on my choices....I giggle and say welcome to the party guys ! Please excuse my spelling and wording as some days it's harder to formulate what I want to say. I have some questions to ask today that I'm not sure I want the answers to. But....that's who I am. FAITH and HOPE have brought me this far. I have been trying to get to a point of acceptance with my breathing. Without more biopsies the answers are unclear. I have made a choice not to do anymore surgeries on them.....and rads ? Man knowing I have only a small amount left...probably never gonna happen. So why am I going back to the cancer center ? I fought with myself on this one. I made a choice to track my disease because of it's rareness. And to go into uncharted waters....many have done wonderful with. I think my body has many issues other than my cancer dx. So again I say to the newbee's on site....everyone one is different. My path is not your path.
Most days I sleep after a few activities. My body is so worn down. I try my hardest not to give into this pattern....but for today it is what it is. I still come to this site to rejoice in all the great outcomes and to cheer on the people struggling. Know that I still laugh and joke, and am living every minute of every day. Many hugs sent out to all....and HOPE and FAITH are still our greatest strenghth ! Katie