Jul 24, 2013 - 4:43 pm
I was diagnosed on 7/17/2012. Had surgery 8/23/2012 followed by chemo and radiation. Was in and out of the hospital this spring with pneumonia 5 different times. Lost over 100lbs from my pre-surgery weight but now have quit losing and maintaining. I've been back to work 3 months now and feeling good. My last scan came up clean but I still worry everyday that my next one will show that the cancer is back. I feel like a whiny kid since so many out here are truely suffering but I can't seem to let go of all the stuff I've read about this terrible disease and that my odds are not good. My wife and everyone around me keeps telling me how lucky I am that at least it was caught early and they are right. I am very lucky. But that doesn't change how I feel and how I worry that one of these days I will be the one posting that I've had a recurrence and the chemo is going to start back up etc. Sorry to be rambling and whining. Thanks for listening if you've gotten this far.