Jun 22, 2013 - 8:12 am
Title says it all.
I am tired and not sure how much more I can do. Rob says he is not any better. We are 3 weeks out of treatment. His thrush is still bad. He won't call the docs to tell them. He says "I ahve been on high doses of diflucan and it isn't workin". Okay
I look up alternative at home remedies to help. Will he do any of them? NO. He won't tyr to get any exercise. Waits for me to feed him. So while I am at work he won't put anything in the PEG. Hell he won't even so much as reach over and turn off the feeding, he calls me to do it.
He says he is not depressed but I think different. I am not sure how much longer I can try to help someone who won't help themselves.
I hate this feeling, I feel like I am being a bitch but I also feel like he won't do a thing to get better.
I am losing my neighbors and best friend to foreclosure, I have him on the couch and he won't do a thing. I am working full time and trying to help my neighbors pack and have a garage sale. My mom needs me alot also. His mom constantly wants updates but god forbid she get involved in any way. I get told how to feel about this whole thing. And I get 3 hours of sleep a night.
I just want my normal horrible life back