Jun 19, 2013 - 3:44 pm
My husband was just recently diagnosed with 3b aggressive lung and lymph node cancer. Which I don't even understand the 3B part.
I'm having a very difficult time with this and don't understand a lot of things thats going on, the mood swings mostly. But I'm tired of feeling
sad all the time and crying which I try not to do in front of him because he blames himself for my sadness not the cancer.
I feel lost, and scared I'm mothering him to much I think and don't know how to stop I want my husband to live.
His family hates me so much that their no support at all, may family is to far away to be of any assistance other than talking. I feel so alone.
I try to find a support group close to me but that's been difficult and when I am gone from him I feel guilty and when I come home I feel this sensation he
is upset the I wasn't here. it feels like a catch 22.
Any suggestions will be appreciatied