May 28, 2013 - 9:01 pm
My Dad passed away on Sunday morning. The pain is unbearable. I can't stop crying. i have to do the eulogy and I can't remember any of the good times. There were so many but they are blocked right out of my mind. I can only remember his last 15 months with cancer. Did this happen to anyone else?
Making matters worse today would have been his 73rd birthday. All of his siblings are dead, same with my mom's. In terms of family there's just me and my mom and a few cousins. I'm literally begging them to attend his service or even to go online and post a message on his memorial page. I'm so mad. They were never shy when they wanted a favour. Their neighbours are more interested in attending.
I should be strong for my mom but I'm a wreck.