May 26, 2013 - 11:02 pm
My name is Fabrizio.
I had an ultrasound last week and they found insidentally a 2cm mass they thought it was an angiomiolipoma and ordered a CT scan to confirm it. Instead the CT scan revealed a solid mass of 2.4 cm and they ssid they cannot explain its "origins"... I'm not sure what this means, from what I read sounds like solid masses are cancer most of the time.
I went throu lots of emotional pain for the long struggle and death of my spouse from brain cancer (4 years of long struggle). I restarted my life 2 years ago and now have a wonderful woman, and 2 kids, the youngest one is 2 months old.
Just when I thougth I had a new life and was starting to be happy again, this new thing came. I feel desperate and I know for sure that the cancer came from those years of suffering and loss...
Not sure what my questions is besides trying to understand what the report means "solid mass that cannot explain its origins". They just told me this over the phone Friday afternoon. My only symptoms are nausea, headaches and pour digestion (about twice a week). The interesting thing is that I was much worst last year, then I got better for 6 months and now has started again, I fond it odd that cancer was worst, then better??!!
I need some support, I'm inside my head a lot and not connecting with my kids and partner... I just cried a bit and felt better.