May 13, 2013 - 5:28 pm
I keep telling myself not to worry. Everything will be just fine. I have had Rituxan 8 times already. It is no big deal. They keep telling me there will be no side-effects. It hasn't bothered me before--or has it? I really don't know because I was taking it along with 4 other drugs. Which one caused what? I CAN. NOT. make my mind be still. I can't focus. I can't make myself go to the kitchen to cook dinner and I love to cook. I can't decide what I want to eat, yet my stomach is growling. Arrrrgh.
Thursday, I will get lab work, then see the doctor, then get my infusion. All in the same office building. I've done it before. I know all the people and they are all super sweet to me. But I must admit: I'm scared.
Thanks, I feel better now,