Apr 28, 2013 - 5:00 pm
It hit me hard with constant changing symptoms, that have now calmed down. The doctor is sending me for a ebus' after a ct scan showed exstensive mediasternal lymph node reaching into the upper right lung. She suspects lymphoma but says it could also be a malignancy. She has not offered any hope of anything else and says it looks too messed up to be infection. I have now found a new lymph node under armpit on side of breast.
What can they see on a ct scan? Why have i been given such limited options. I am now left hoping its lymphoma rather than some other cancer like lung cancer. Everything seems to be taking so long. My life has gone from living, to feeling like a death sentence looming from some jumped up specialist with a god complex.
I said to the doctor, dont give me a death sentence, and she replied, i cant promise you that. But how dare anyone do that? I dont give a flying fig how qualified they are. There is alot to be said for mind over matter. For hope.
Can symptoms be intermittant and why do i feel so hungry?
Bless you all.