Mar 15, 2013 - 8:41 am
Hello, my name is Candice and on Feb,14th 2011 I lost my Father. He passed away from colon cancer at age 60 and was not in good shape at the end (cant get that pic out of my head). We had a very close relationship since the day I was born so loosing him has been nothing but difficult. I'm wondering if my 2+yrs delay in my grieving process is wrong or just making me struggle more with my life. Since his passing I have made no process at all with the grieving process, I have had 6 new cell phones since then and yet I always programed his number in the phone and call him everytime I feel the need to tell him something just to hear the automated voice on the other end saying that "the number you dialed is not longer in service." I plan on going to see my pastor finally but today I have to re-live it all by going to my close friends sons wake in which he had passed away from cancer as well......This is just all so hard.......