Mar 03, 2013 - 11:41 pm
I am so conflicted. I was diagonised with stage 4 NHL with bone marrow involement and orbital cancer. Went through 8 harsh chemo, and 17 radiation treatments. Had my last PET Friday and 4 cat scans the week before. My radialogist told me that my scans looked good and he had a good feeling about my PET. To say the least I am estactic about the news. My problem is that I still tire so easily and I'm worried that my oncologist that will release me for work and I won't be able to handle my job. Right now I do receive LTD and if I go back to work and can't do my job, I will lose my LTD and have to start all over again. My medical bills have really hit us hard, and I don't want to start over again. I feel ungrateful to even post this since I may be in remission, but on the other hand I don't want to lose my job anyway, and not have some income coming in. Any suggestions will be welcomed.