Feb 02, 2013 - 9:02 am
Thanks for all your comments. I have not been on in a while becasue i am still at that stage where I get freaked out when I hear of someone getting a reoccurance or worse. I have been seeing a therapist and I think it helps. I am hoping I will be that 30% that do not reoccure or only once. There is a woman, Helen on one of the other sites that I visit that was diagnosed in 1987 and then had one reoccurance in 1992. Whe has been cancer free ever since and she had Stage 3C. I met another woman a few weeks ago who has been cancer free from Stage 3c for 27 years.
One of my problems is that not only am I going through treatment and this scary diagnosis is that just before I got sick I was planning on leaving my husband. I hope this is not too much information. When this happend to me my plans had to change. At first he was good and seemed like he was there for me. Now he is not as supportive and I see the old personality and behaviors coming out that I do not like. I believe my husband has a Narcistic Personality Disorder. ARE THERE ANY GALS OUT THERE GOING THROUGH THIS AS A SINGLE? Sometimes I think it would be easier and less stressfull on me to worry about just me. Then I have to worry if I have a reoccurance who will take me to my treatments?
Sorry about all the personal information. I needed to vent about it.