Jan 31, 2013 - 5:14 pm
I was diagnosised with breast cancer in 2010. I had recontruction surgery Jan 2012 and dr found cancer removed it, but did nto need any treatment. I had a body scan done and no cancer spoted. Then I had a body scan done in October 2012 and there was cancer on my spine. i had to have radiation again and now take a chemo medication once a month and a bone medication once a month. Oncologist told me i now have chronic cancer and need chemo for life. Oncologist said cancer will keep coming back just wont know when or where. But that i can survive it.
Those words "will keep coming back but dont know where or when" has effected me so much and cant pick myself up. It has me scared. I dont sleep much. Its hard for me to get to bed but harder for me to get out of bed. The first time I got cancer I was able to fight it with a solid fist. Why cant I do it this time. I have gotten so depressed this time.