Jan 20, 2013 - 5:54 pm
I have hesitated to write this, but it is on my mind so often. I follow three caring bridge pages and as of today, David is the only one still alive. First BarefootBob and now Randy. As I read the final journal entries from the spouses I just hope I can have the grace and love for my husband to be able to speak so positively. I am having a hard time remembering David healthy. The year we dated his exgirlfriend made me miserable and it is a miracle I accepted his proposal after ruined it. Our wedding was great for the 15 minutes I saw him. Then his dad died and then he was critically sick. He is such a wonderful guy, I just wish I would have been able to know him like everyone else in his life. I am really sad today. I feel so bad for my virtual family who have lost two so close together and for their wives, and worried I will be next.