Jan 03, 2013 - 8:42 pm
Be Careful What You Ask For . I asked for a second opinion, and I'm getting cisplatin, erbitux, and something else. Starting in about 3 weeks.
So when I'm bald, and feel like sh*t, my friends, please remind me why I'm doing this. Well, I'm ugly already; so being both bald and ugly won't be such a bad thing. Not that I'm implying that all bald people are ugly. You see my mind is not totally with me today. But there will be tomorrow.
Right now I'm scared and depressed. But my mood will get better. I need to revive one of my delusions: like I'm an author, or I'm a musician, or I'm a genius. All delusions true; but like most delusions they have comforting value. And these delusions don't get me into much trouble. And they are virtually free. I do buy a book, or guitar strings; but in the run of things they do not cost all that much.
The Chemo will be at Seattle Cancer Care Alliance. Rick.