Dec 02, 2012 - 8:02 pm
I don't know if everyone realizes how close David was to dying on Thursday. He doesn't even remember the day. It was so scary and I was looking bid death square in the face. I know the last couple of days I have been so thankful when he awakes in the morning. I know God is giving me one more day with him. An update on his chemo. He is 48 hours in and has 48 to go. He has had a lot of nausea and diarrhea and hiccups. The good news is the treatment appears to be working so far. His numbers are actually exceeding expectations so keep praying. I know we have a long way to go and statistically I am fooling myself, but I don't want him to leave me. I prayed with him last night and couldn't stop sobbing. This all still seems like a terrible nightmare and right before the holidays.