Nov 18, 2012 - 12:24 am
It's so odd but now that my husband is nearing treatment my anxiety level is at an all time high. The dr scheduled his first post treatment head/neck ct in January and since then I am more anxious and emotional then ever. I guess it's the realization that nothing, not even all this treatment including surgeries x 2, radiation and chemo, are guaranteed. Of course I know that in my brain but for some reason the new reality of life has me so upset. It sure makes sleeping difficult.
All of you survivors and caregivers are so amazingly brave. I realize it now more than ever.
After tomorrow we have 3 radiations and one chemo left
God be with us all.