I have been so disappointed the last two days. I was due to go in for my bloodwork and to see my onc for my 3 month visit. After the usual screaming match, over the money needed for these visits, I have decided to never ask my husband to make another medical bill payment on my behalf.
I have canceled the appointments because my husband is tired of paying for my past and present healthcare. I am a housewife and I have no income. My husband is self employed flooring installer and he's never paid for health insurance.
I am going to start looking for employment Monday, starting at the Temporary Agencies in town. I always had good luck getting a job through them in my younger days.
I have lost all self confidence and this will not be an easy thing for me. For those who believe, please remember me in your prayers. I am determined today to gain employment, however, I know when the time comes to actually get the ball rolling tomorrow I will be a huge bundle of nerves.
Thank you all in advance, Cindy