Oct 19, 2012 - 1:26 pm
My mom was diagnosed & treated for breast cancer in 2008.
Her prognosis is grim. We've been told that if it's the same type of cancer (the triple negative) there is no cure. I think we all pretty much know what we're going to hear.
I'm at a loss. I've sunk into a pretty deep depression. In fact I'm still in bed, in my pj's at 1:30pm. I can't even force myself to get dressed.
I don't think I can do this.
I don't really have anywhere to go. No one understands. No one knows what to say. I feel like some people are avoiding me b/c they don't know what to say to me. I'm trying to stay positive for my mom, but I'm sure it's coming across as fake.
Is this normal? Will I eventually toughen up & snap out of this?
Thanks for listening.