Sep 22, 2012 - 4:16 pm
So monday morning I will be getting my stent placed for whatever blocked my right Kidney. I have a bad feeling since they did not find a stone on CT. The CT was done quickly in ED so no contrast was used. Therefore, they did not see the cancer either but I was told it was "suspect". They put in a temporary urostomy tube. I am totally disscuted by it. I am now also wearing this 5FU pump. So I can't shower with the pump and can't bath with the urostomy. I am going crazy with only a wash cloth and the sink. It should be removed monday when they put the stent in. If they can get the stent in that is. What if my whole ureter is blocked by cancer? I know . I don't know yet but of course I have trouble putting the thought out of my mind. If I wake up monday and this tube is still in place I think I am going to go over the deep end. I have been carrying on hapily for about 6 months now so I am long over due to lose it.