Jul 01, 2012 - 10:37 am
...I'M MAD AS HELL ! ! ! ! !
Life has become nothing more than a zombie existence. Try as I might to go about living like she would want me to, I cannot stop thinking of how wrong it is that she died so young.
Drunks survive horrendous accidents, drug dealers survive multiple gunshots, overdoses, etc, etc.
No, I'm not angry and to say I'M MAD AS HELL is an understatement.
Nothing makes sense anymore. Trying so hard to care when I don't giver a damn about anything. All that I do is simply out of necessity.
....and I'm SICK of hearing about God's plan.
CHANCE? A roll of the dice. Winners and losers made by time passing. What a concept for intelligent design. So, no matter what you do, how good or bad you live your life it's nothing but a game of chance.