May 20, 2012 - 1:31 pm
I was cleaning out the linen closet this morning (a job long overdue) and I found a set or brand new kitchen towels, and potholders that my mom had bought me some years back. That made me smile and want to cry, but mostly smile. It's like she was saying, see I'm still here, still looking out for you. It's so hard to believe that she'll have been gone 3 yrs June 19th. I've been doing so well, but those old dark clouds are swirling once again. And now I've found out a good friend's sister has pancreatic cancer. Life just seems so unfair sometimes. I know so many people with mothers or grandmothers in their 90's. People my age or older, with both parents alive and kicking... sorry to be depressing.. just feeling really down because life is so damn unfair...