May 12, 2012 - 1:54 am
My mother died this past December 2011..3 days after my 26th birthday. She was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in October 2011, and it had already spread to her liver, lung, and bone. I didn't and still to this day can't comprehend it. It happened so fast, and me and my mother were so close. I am the youngest of three and I was the last to leave home.. I was very attached to her and I didn't think that she would really die..I just didn't think that God would take her away..but he did. Since she has passed, I have extreme anxiety, and I have an overwhelming feeling that something is wrong with me too.. I don't know if there is anyone else who has lost someone close who experienced this as well.. Any pain or not so normal feeling I have I think that I may die or that I'm sick.. I know it's not rational, and I know it derived from my mother's death..but I just can make it go away.. I'm looking into support groups and therapist to talk to.. Has this happened to anyone else?