May 09, 2012 - 8:35 am
I am 49 with 4 kids -twins that are 14 and the best husband in the world. So scared that I won't see them graduate, go to college, get married. Diagnosed on April 11, 2012, started radiation and chemo 5FU for 5-6 weeks then surgery 2-3 weeks after. I feel like my life is on hold and everyone else is still living, I just don't know what to do - nothing matters and I just want someone to tell me I will live and no one can, I'm scared.