Mar 17, 2012 - 4:48 pm
Well survived Valentines day , even broke down and got a new computer. Boy have I missed this site and all the wonderful support. March 11 was four monthes without my Butch, March 27 is the 16th anniversary of him proposing to me. H0ow can 4 monthes seem so much longer than 16 years. Beautiful sunny day 72 degrees on St. Patricks day. I'm in Nortwestern Pa. We get blizzards for st Patricks Day. The closer it gets the more I cry. Cried so hard on the way home from work I had to pull over.When the house is empty I say his name just to hear his name , I have pages of his name I've written. So am I nuts or am I finding ways to cope. I also clean his tackle box , won't let anyone take his coat hat or trap shooting equip from my car . I know he won't be using any of those but what does it hurt. I love Butch I want his memory with me always I think I celebrate him more than mourn him and I laugh more when I think of him . So please on March 27 toast Butch , Maggie and Rasputin.Thanks for listening anyone else wondering if others think their nuts. What are some ways you guys remeber your loved ones?