Dec 25, 2011 - 3:29 pm
Hi all caregivers,
Today I was hoping not to be feel so alone today, I know I should be grateful to have my husband with me for Christmas because there were so many moments that I was on the verge of losing him in the last two months. Yes I am grateful but first time since I met him I had to have Christmas without him at my dining table, for the first time I felt so alone all dressed up and no one to see me, my Nativity scene has been the best this year like the table centerpiece, and he is unable to get out of bed and see what I have done.
Of course I took photos just for him to see but it is not the same no enthusiasm not because he doesn't want to just because he doesn't have it in him to. This evil thing has taken away so much from us, so much. I wish it never existed.
I watch television and see these advertisements of so many beauty products, research being done to find creams that make your skin look younger, why isn't this money being invested in finding cure for this evil thing that we have to face. I just wonder if there will ever be any cure for any of us.
I wish that everything would just go back to six years ago when we could have move out of the this country and be somewhere we would have had more opportunities to have a chances of many more years together.
Well sorry I had to dump this on all of you and do hope that you are in better Christmas spirit than I am today, enjoying your partners and having hope that if they live long enough there could be a cure.
Hugs and Prayers all