Ears

I got sounds in my ears (white noise) after i finished chemo 10 months. I take tramadol 4 pain I took the heavy duty cocktail for the real fast growing cancer tumor. Lucky me. It was that or 8 years to live. At 49 I thought ummm 57 year old, thats not too bad. My mother died of stomach cancer at 53. brain mri's clear. I now hate the color pink 4 it's in my face everywhere. I take ambien to sleep at least 5 hours is good. I heard I now could go deaf.or bad marriages Hahaha, I'm doomed