Oct 26, 2011 - 2:04 pm
Ok so I know this is probably not the best place to air this dirty laundry but I have nobody to talk to about it. Nobody to say hey your being silly, petty and immature. So Tasha (my partner) finished her treatment as of July 11. 2011. We were given the go ahead to you know as of Aug. 26, 2011. We still have not. I know it's petty and stupid me being upset that we have not resumed our activities but it plays with my mind a bit and doesn't help with my self esteem. I have tried to talk to her about it. Told her how it makes me feel. All I get back is that her feelings on Sex has changed since the cancer. She will not say much more then that. She tells me that she will come to me when she's ready. I try so hard to be patient but I find it very difficult. I'm sure most of it is because she still has a Nephrostmy tube in her right kidney and it causes pain.
So anyways, thanks for letting me vent!