Sep 26, 2011 - 6:47 pm
Is it wrong to feel sorry for myself ? Is wrong to wonder why people never ask how I am doing? I AM SO MAD is it wrong? I am not sure how to make it through this journey with out guilt, I am mad that he is giving up!!! I feel like we are just waiting for him to die, he is so down I am not sure how to deal I just want to escape!!!! Maybe people are asking how I am but I am not listening cause I am afraid I will lose control. I feel like he thinks I did this to him, I feel he wants me to behave in a certain way and I have no idea what that is... I need to breath I feel like ,, I don't know what."