Jul 21, 2011 - 1:55 pm
July 21, 2011 - 1:43pm
I do have the end plans in order. that is not my issue. I was diagnosed in 2007 with ovarian, originating in the peritinerial wall. yes stage IV , already mastitized,and yes already running through lymphs. 5 surgeries, doing the 6th go round of chemo now. never had more than 4 months remission. I have not given up on chemo yet. It has been working to keep at bay. My question is about the physical progression, when the chemo regime is worse than having the disease. I will want to stop, or if they want to cut me again. cant bring myself to deal with specifically, anything like wearing the bag. I cant see allowing someone to keep taking pieces of me, and not have to benifit of being cured. I am leary of things that i dont know. I want a doctor or anyone to say well when it gets to your liver expect this, or when it reaches your lungs, expect that. I am not asking anyone to try to predict the future, these I thought were reasonable medical questions????? I am kool with god and all his plans for me. At the end has already been planned.