May 08, 2011 - 8:52 pm
Hi all I haven't been on here in a long time I been struggling going through test after test. I had a pet scan the beginning of April it came back no cancer. they explain to me that I still have cancer and am not cancer free. It is sitting in my blood and have not form the cells yet so it could happen at any time or go years. They found on the pet scan a problem with the thyroid so I go tommorrow to get a biopsy but they said it was the size of a lemon. They said what they find tommorrow they are still going to do suregery and remove it. They are going to see if it is cancer. They said if it is that there is alot of better treatment and stuff.
Everyone tells me that its not a big deal. Then 4 weeks ago my sister has breast cancer had her surgery and doing well.
I have tried to deal with all this but I have a hard time talking about it so now I am at the point of just giving up not caring whats the use i am not close with anyone to talk to I keep it all inside.
Life is just so hard sometimes hard to take it I just want to throw in the towel sometimes.